Why so lonely?
Why so sad?
What has gotten into you?
A sad depressed play?!
When you real eyes Your current situation is just one act, of your whole drama brag You merely the actor What role are you gonna choose to play? Unless you identified with the story so much Your acting quite good the energy of the actor, you become.
Do you see the actor that you are? If you are him, and he is you, there is he and there is you, you can break the pattern bond if you do not like the role that you play
Experience what you are experiencing, experience your act, it is energy that moves through you, to free you or posses you Do you channel it or do you become it?
What you feed on, is what is feeding you What you ingest, becomes part of your wholeness Are you creating a dullness? Or baldness? Baby, you are a web of cells; each cell is a divine creation but you and you only feed its growth fill it with color
Mental your prime food air, sunshine, exercise apples, vegs and nuts music, love, peace lil wildness and crowness beautiful expressions, full doze of truth, a shot of love, the only antidote
It frees you or enslaves you
Closer to yourself
Greater to your greatest
I searched for myself
in external places
society taught me,
that would give me graces
A title? A label? A crown?
What for? Prove myself around?!
No… that was not IT
… Realizing now…
Four years ago
a seeker I became;
out of total indoctrination system
called school
numbed, dumbed and lost
questions were my posts.
A hurt a loss a bodily rash
Got me on a different path
All hell breaking loose inside
180° turned;
all I knew I was seeking something
Freedom was ringing- ding dong
… Realizing now…
As time went ” I” thought
I found my way
Only to be rocketed
to inner space
I encountered celestial
“Salve Regina”
My being knew
Forces fired
Electrical broomstick
crashing through a brick
… Realizing now…
Remembering clearly
I asked IT for sign
IT replied by
“Here my love,” crashing my toe phalange
necklace gemstone shattered
Heavy breakdown
crumbling my walls
Preceded by hitting balls
“LISTEN!” shouted
“LISTEEEN” shouted
Shall I had listened
not have I caused greater bodily misalignment?
Hell it passed;
experience grasped
No shame no blame,
I would not take
another train.
ALL IS WELL!
IT got me in hell & back.
On my knees IT put me
” Surrender love”
ego resisting
” Surrender love”
Hell! It crisped ” ME”
” Surrender love”
Damn! It hurts!
” Surrender love”
NOT FAIR!
” Surrender love”
OKKK I listen
” Now we are getting somewhere…”
” Haven’t you asked why yo body misaligned?
Wrong walking!
in life path!
NONSENSE! Following your mind!
Cannot be any more clearer than that!
LISTEEEEEN”
… a sweet melody…. rang in my ears
… Realizing now…
I searched for myself inside
it all felt right
something started becoming bright
ANKLE? ANGLE? ANGEL?!
What I was seeking for arrived.
Never it was not here
Always it was HERE.
Only I was seeking it THERE
Another eyes, change your lens,
“Becoming wise now, are we?”
What I seeked for never goes away;
Always present;
IT IS MY SELF, MY GOD~ liness, my love, my comfort, my shine
No label does justice
indescribible still;
Lives inside, glimmers for life
ever loving, ever lasting
No one takes it away from me
except myself
No one gives it to me
except myself!
… Realizing now…
I was seeking for God
in things & people & places
hoping to find IT,
that indescribable which I seeked for
IT< was not there,
nor was it not here
it was in the all and every one;
it was/ is GOD
but I could not see
Had different eyes
shaded, mummified
away from the Divine
A title? A label? A crown?
What for? Prove myself around?
I have it now!
God gives to me them all!
WAKE ME UP INSIDE MARRY ME, DIVINE ❤
” I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything….
DON’T LET ME DIE HERE,
THERE MUST BE SOMETHING MOREEEEEE
Could i have been a dinosaur? A plant that had gone in extinction? A cave man and later a christian follower? Could I have been Ali? And in later time Krishna in a tribe? Could I have been a ruler? And then a slave in chains? Could I have been a pope persecuting witches? And next the witch that was persecuted? Coule I have been Hitler? And then Mother Theresa? Could I have been a dog that killed the cat? And then the cat that was killed by the dog? Could I have evolved from a grain of rice consciousness? Could I have been a fly? A bamboo? And also a star in the sky? Could I have been a king of a country ordering its servant, proud of my illusory worthiness? And then the servant crying for his illusionary lack of worthiness? Could I have been a soldier fighting for the UK, killing Germans? And then a soldier German killing the UK’s? Could I have been a child in Ethiophia starving from death? And then a self bragging rich prat who did not know what to do with his wealth? Could I have been Marilyin Monroe? Freddie Mercury? Many of those that have gone before us? Could I have been a conservationist fighting for his limited views? And then the rebel who crashed them?
Could I have been all or some of these identities once in my long soul journey?
Will realizing this that you could have been all these identities, snap you out of your limited ego identification with your role, your judgement of races, nationalities sexes, all that separates you from the other one? STOP! Defending your identity position! In one life you are defending one against the other and the next one you are defending the other against the first one. Is that not madness? I am going slightly mad……….Accept all that exists and move from there….
Behind the curtains…. THE SHOW MUST GO ON, PLEASE DIRECT IT IN CONSTRUCTION AND LOVE, NOT DESTRUCTION AND FEAR. However, ALL IS WELL IN THIS DIVINELY MESS NOW!
The river:
” I am not just a physical entity, a labeled term. I do am a physical channel, for water and I am much more than that. I flow, I carry; I refresh and clear. I am divine creation. Much more passes through me”
Heavy deep energy
The water carries
The river
Under the sunny ray
It still flows
Under the stormy day
It still blows
Overfilling and restoring
Heavy changes she endures
God waves;
The chaos stops
The sun smiles up
The river refreshed and bright
Smiles back up
Stronger and wiser
Under the starry sky The river still glows Reflects on the moon Luna’s essence, changes and heaviness Mirrored through the water Energy passed in all its frequencies, colors and shapes River is constantly flowing; Constant new changes pass through her, Heavy and thick Lunar and cosmic energies She accepts, surrenders and carries on For she knows she is none; But a channel of them all.
Oh. Love. Oh. Love. Oh. Universal Love
Show me the secrets of your love
What abides & what hides
Show me the magic and beauty
is it hidden?
Or am i hidding from it?
Spill me the answers
in my delightful cup
I’d drink it slow and wise
Uncover me
Discover me
Let me unwind my sangrail love
Nothing I cannot handle
Nothing for me that’s not
I wish for my soul filling dish
Let me see the secrets of my universe
my inner lovely peaks and rots
bring in light to the cramped dots
In your love I trust
In your healing I take rest
In your eyes I am always grace
Won’t listen to these discouragements and damnations
Forever and always I am already a wholeness
In your arms
alignment is my eternal Highness
Thank you,
forever and always,
in the moments of my distrust and disconnection,
in the moments of my doubt and lack of faith
forever and always
in my heart the love of you rests ❤
Ganesha ❤
“Inspiration from Ganesha When you’re setting goals or seeking wisdom as you pursue them—call upon Ganesha as your guide. Ganesha can be especially helpful for:
Any big or small endeavor in which you want to succeed. Writing and artistic projects. Seeking wisdom before making a big decision such as deciding whether to leave a job or change careers. Any situation where an obstacle is preventing you from success. Cultivating a peaceful household. Ganesha is loving and polite, yet strong.”
ALIS GRAVE NIL~ NOTHING IS HEAVY TO THOSE WHO HAVE WINGS
Thank you for being here. On this website I will be sharing some creations that resonate and come out of me as I am walking on my own journey, free expression. Each and every one of us is a unique channel of divinity with different capabilities, very different than what society teaches us to be robots and all impossibly ” perfect”. Quite the contrary, the real beauty lies much deeper and is much more beautiful then any fake doll and copy. I encourage the free authentic expression in me and in everyone else, which is why I decided to share my piece of divine expression. ❤
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